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well after posted my issues/or should i say exposing my sins and reading the comments i had began to feel like why did i post my issues anyway well i know why i did its because i need help and i wan help struggling/wresling truly can wear you down its like i know what the word of GOD says and im feeling like if i could only touch the him of his garment, i hear you ms.piggy i truly do and thanks for loving me and being honest..........it may seem as though thats what im doing back and forth hot and cold and i recognize this and i truly hate this about myself ,times many times ive given up or should i say stopped fighting which set me back drastically bottom line is i wanna make it to heaven i want to serve GOD, i love to worship JESUS CHRIST and i know this is my purpose .........i also recognize that there is a form of bondage and i want to be free!!!!! so yes!!!! please continue to pray for me for totally deliverance!!!! and a made up mind!!! ps i dont ask for prayer just to feel good........NO! i know where i am and its not where i wanna be so this is why i ask please pray for me........and you know, i hate the very fact that i have these feelings and such longing for folks who arent even saved over JESUS.......my prayer is LORD i wanna love you like i use too........i wanna depend on you the way i use too.......place taht longing and love and DESIRE back in my heart for you!!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!
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