Hi,
Pls read when u have time. I gave this as a title cos maybe its a long story. God had blesses me abundantly. I grew up in a very miserable family. I was loved by noone. And i always felt God's presence. When I was studying in college, I accepted Christ as my personal Saviour. God used me mightily as a prayer warrior and a couselor. My life was a testimony to all my friends.

But then I crucified my Jesus. I fell into an affair. I feel so badly into it. We had this affair for 3 yrs and i enjoyued evnry momenty of it. I was ready even to die for him. He was not a believer. I stopped praying and going to church since i met him. I did evrything he wanted from me. Then one day he got married and left me. Beofre that he sent a mail to my father saying that i was a bad girl.

I was totally heartbroken. After few months I got married. have changed completely after that. I was a jolly person, but now i rarely smile.I am trying my best to love my husband and i have been praying but sometimes i feel miserable and become depressed. Please pray for me. My husband is the sweetest person.

3/30/2009 5:34:28 AM by grace2008, Member of Delve into Jesus since 3/30/2009

Sister,

The Word of God says, if you confess your sin to God, He is just and will forgive you and cleanse you of all unrighteousness. Pray the prayer of forgiveness, accept His forgiveness, then forgive yourself and the man. Get back in a Bible-based church. Read your Bible and pray without ceasing. Thank God for your husband. Think on good things according to Philipians 4:7-8. God does not want you depressed or miserable.

Turn your thoughts from him to God. Cultivate the fruit of the Spirit towards your husband. Be kind, gentle, joyful, peaceful, loving, faithful, patient, and self-controlled.

3/30/2009 9:27:06 AM by mrspiggy, Member of Delve into Jesus since 1/18/2008